LonGiNg

The world is dying

The End is getting near

Yet here I stand

Waiting to disappear.

Alone in the darkness

With no one holding me close

My burden is my loneliness

As it takes over my fears.

I'm longing for forgiveness

Knowing that nothing changes

So I beg for pain and ache

Realizing that's what I deserve.

FLOWER

FLOWER
Doesn't matter one or a dozen,
Sent to the receiver with a card
Bought to mend the heart.

FLOWER
Doesn't matter found or given,
Received to heal the pain
Came to repair the broken.

FLOWER
Doesn't matter either from lover or foe,
Given to someone as a message
Reminder of love or hate.

FLOWER
Doesn't matter small or big,
As all the petals bloom
The FLOWER will be doomed.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!
so, sekarang tengah practicum.. sgt la malas pegi skola everyday.
why?? sbb students sgt nakal (**<) i got 2 classes; Form 1A1 and 1A6.
u think 1st class sume pandai & baik2?
well, think again!! 1A6 plak, xreti mengeja. and there's 1 boy in 1A6 calls
me "ustazah" instead of "teacher"..
everyday shahir sahran picks me up from Magnaville, thanks a lot yeah (^^,)
every evening (night actually) I go swimming with Ili Aqilah and Ilya Syafeena.
so, that's what i'm up to as for now.. SALAM 1 DUNIA!!

dude, where's my car?

so happy today that i managed to watch dude, where's my car movie.. this movie is so freakin funny n hilarious.. 1st i'm using bitcomet to dwload, but i think there's smthing wrong with my bitcomet, it rarely work well like sanah's bitcomet.. hmm, i wonder why is dat.. and so, usually limewire is lembap than bitcomet, suddenly my limewire work extremely good, thanks to that someone which i dont know who; dat generously sharing this movie with me and others (^^,) god bless u.. only took me about 5 hours that is good enough for me to finally i can watch this movie.. i'm so happy.. but sadly, not so many people share's their movie on limewire as many as bitcomet, so this is the only movie dat i could fing among many others..

MicHaeL JacKsOn's dEatH =(

i was really shocked to hear about his death on hitz.fm just
now.. he's truly a legend in music industry, although he is a freak of nature for what he did to his face.. 1 thing for sure,

he'll be remembered by many people all across the universe; for his talent in singing and dancing especially.. he was pronounced dead today after paramedics found him in a coma at his Bel-Air mansion, city and law enforcement sources told The Times. Los Angeles Fire Department Capt. Steve Ruda told The Times that paramedics responded to a 911 call from the home. When they arrived, Jackson was not breathing. The paramedics performed CPR and took Jackson to UCLA Medical Center, Ruda said. Hundreds of reporters gathered at the hospital awaiting word on his condition. The sources, who spoke on the condition of anonymity, said family members rushed to Jackson’s bedside, where he was in a deep coma. Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him.A cardiologist at UCLA tells TMZ Jackson died of cardiac arrest. Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive. Michael is survived by three children: Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson and Prince "Blanket" Michael Jackson II. He was 50 years old.. may his soul rest in peace..

its friday!!

yay!! today is friday..xde klas rini, sgtla seronok..
hmm.. rase agak hyper di pagi bute neyh, xtau nk wtpe..
baju pown dh siap dobi dh smlm..
so just layan diri sendiri, as i'm waiting
for something interesting to happen today..
but to think of that, is it possible?
i've no idea.. perhaps i'll meet someone nice today..
but mls nk kuar, pk psl speech..
still haven't decide yet pe nk wat tok speech nnt..
n speaking of speech.. i'm feeling good yesterday..

yesterday in my speech n comm class, really
proud with myself (^^,)..
i gave response to what ms. shangeetha said..
at first i just made up a point based on the example
that provided in her note..
then suddenly got some enthusiasm to
study that i give my own point..
the best part, she said "yeah, thats a really good
point here that u said"
hehe, can't help, i love compliments..

midvalley.. bowling.. and lost water..

so tersebutla kesah neyh..
when there r 5 owg budak unisel teringin nk tgok wyg besame- same..
bebudak itu bename ayi, ishpal, wiwi, syu dan pya..
04.06.09 (night)
dah penat bincang, sume pown decide nk g midvalley
sbb snang nk nek ktm (its not actually happened like this,
wiwie yg decide, bossy sket) setelah ditanye
nk tgok pe, ni la jwpn yg diberi:
pya~dh tgok night at d museum 2, tp xkesah
syu~night at d museum 2, owg ckp best
ayi~tah, night at the museum kot
wiwi~omg, star trek de lg!! tp nk tgok NATM2 gak.. o
r nk tgok terminator je??
push pown k gak??
ayi~nk tgok star trek la kalo camtu..
and memasing g tdo..
05.06.09 (at midvalley)
tgh2 line up, tetibe sume confius xtau nk tgok cte pe, syu je yg sure
nk tgok night at da museum.. then dh tggal lg beberape owg
kat depan barula sume decide (lepas wiwi, ayi and pya bepikir cam nk gle)
nk tgok NATM2, ttbe sit tggal kat dpn skali je..
ceh, sape nk?? then tnye plak star trek (sbb ayi n wiwi sgt suke nk tgok),
still, yg tggal this time kat 3rd row dr depan je..
so last choice,, yay!! terminator!! de sit, but there's also a sit kat A5,
and sit kat B6.. so wiwi and syu dok asing from ayi, pya and shepal..
05.06.09 (at midvalley sblm tgok wyg after lunch)
syu decide nk g yamaha, tgok instrumen like keyboard and guitar,
she prefer to go alone, so wiwi dgn sng ati mgajak ayi,
pya n shepal g tgok pet kat pethouse tuh.. but then
de sign yg tulis no food n drinks,
so wiwi pown konon2 idea bernas gle, g sorok air
(coke from McD nk sludup bwk msok movie)
tu kat blakang tembok nk naik tangge tu, air pnoh,
lgsong xmnom, and ishpal pown letak skali..
ble turun blk, just like magic,
air tuh dh ilang.. sgtla bengang..
05.06.09 (at Midvalley, watching moving)
sgt best sbb wiwi dok sbelah mamat handsome.. and well,
sbb blakang skali, its not freezing like death.. tah cmne leh lupe
yg beli tket terminator, ingtkn NATM2,
so gelabah ble movie start, tpakse check tiket gune lampu fon..
05.06.09 (at midvalley, bowling time!!)
sgt excited, 1st time for ayi, wiwi and ishpal..
1st throw wiwi plg baik 5, ishpal 4, yg len lg kurang..
suddenly musim kemarau tibe!!!!! wiwi xkne lgsong 1 pin, smpaila
3 throws yg last tu, baru dpt marks..
yg syok, last throw wiwi wat strike.. then dpt bonus throw, skor 9/10
then tetibe against all the odds, yay!!
wiwi kalahkn ishpal n ayi.. dats what people call beginners luck..
haha..so..daaa midvalley!! tamatla kesah 5 owg bbudak tu..
till next time..